HourglassOfLostTime

People seek enlightenment Yet stay stuck in the dark Held back by entitlement Seeking an elusive spark   No matter the realization It’s inconsequential If nobody takes action So much wasted potential   How they’re self aggrandizing While serving their overlords Spineless sheep in wolf’s clothing Always hungering for war

What lurks beyond The door ajar Will it be fond Will it be marred Weathered wood squeaks On rusty hinges, Or monsters squeal Nails like syringes What waits behind What the eye can see What will I find What lurks unseen What waits for me To cross the veil What creatures creep Beyond this realm Shadows dance Figures prance Just outside my Tired eyes’ sight Push it harder Open wider Let the darkness Rush in like madness

I heard the devils call my name I came so far, yet they’re so near I hear they’re whispers in my ear Why am I still trapped in the dark I gave it my all, tried so hard To change the nature of my heart I’m still treated as if I’m marked By old demons laid down to rest Just a faded stark silhouette Why is the world so focused on Skeletons that are long passed gone Here I thought I would be safe Behind golden heavenly gates But how I feel it’s a golden cage Locked in tight, I’ll never escape These voices screaming in my brain Their laughter driving me insane Maybe someone can, please, explain

I'm a complex bitch, at least until you realize I'm a simple girl. No, I don't mean "woman", I never did grow up.

Peirce my kingdom with your ways Purify my thoughts,my heart,my veins Sway me to change for better So I might be with you ~ Hang a diamond in the sky So I might always have a guide Promise me you'll let me go If I loose my light & let darkness corrupt my soul Stay away from me that day I don't want to hurt you ~ Let me linger by your light Where my shadows dance out of sight When you kiss my eyes to sleep Swear you'll meet me in my dreams ~ Lay down beside me Let us act on our fancies Moan out old ghost Fulfill our fantasies Scream new life into existence ~ Promise you'll always remember me Never let time fade my memory Swear to me you'll ne